Coming to an end

11/16/2007
Coming to and End
A wall is all i can see
a dead end
a closed path ahead,
but direction reflects no change.

Hope is the guide,
senses are ignore
and reality an illusion.

Curiosity leads,
fear holds back
while expectation is the mediator.

The past calls from time to time,
temptation is easy to the eyes,
hard to avoid what your heart longs for the most.

The road narrows,
obstacles become endless,
time no longer exists.
Day and night is all there is.

Life loses meaning,
the past no longer calss,
it takes longer for me to see the light,
desires vanish along with the lack of time.

Done.
Existance is just a memory
to those that showed love.
Everything becomes dust
and eternity becomes reality.

Gone...

The night is cold, dark and Im alone.It seems like so long agoThe last morning I woke up by your side,The last night we shared my bed,The last sunset we welcomed lost in each other´s lust,The last touch that meant more than words,The last time I said I love you and meant it,The last time I saw your face, your smile, your eyes and couldn't wait to make you mine again.Now it´s all gone,The days aren´t endless anymore,The dream of seeing you again doesn't torment me that often,The need of having you isn´t as strong.Yes, I am with someone new and so are you,And although I neither want you nor need youI can not seem to forget you, to leave you behind and recover that piece of my heart.

Wanted

I wanted to go farther than the stars
I wanted to take you where your mind never could.
Keeping up with you was never easy
The harder you were, the deeper i fell.
Confusion shadowed my thoughts
The old me got lost at some point along the way
And I couldn´t care less.
Everything that surrounded me was a blur
Everything except you.
Nothing meant much
But you.
I wonder if you ever noticed
How my eyes got blinded by your beauty
How my voice cracked when I felt your hand brush against mine
How everything seemed to dissapear when you were at my sight
How after so long I still feel the same way as I felt
When I saw you for the first time.
I wonder if you know
I love you.